1st November, Samhain yesterday...auspicious turning of the wheel of the year. Letting go of that which has outlived its fruitfulness so that its decay can release back into the earth, nutrients that will power next Spring's renewed growth.
Thats where I feel I am.. saying goodbye to the ex who had been looking after Milo for the weekend...love still strong and energy connected..but now is not the time..his journey of discovery taking a different road. As I said goodbye, I re-cut the chords that had been connected during his visit, could feel the oxycotin hormone going through my body, so visualised it travelling down my spine, through my Yoni into the earth...
I then sat in my own couldron for a while (Hot tub!)... meditating in the darkness, with the warmth of the water and the soft bubbles releasing energy all over. Bliss. Sat in front of my Goddess Altar before sleep, I again, cut and cut all attachments, opening to the new, and welcoming in Life. Magical time of year.
Dreamt of us being passionate together all night - which felt like it was undoing all my detaching work! Made me laugh this morning! So, constantly having to re-check where I'm attached, letting it go... about to go into the woods, very misty this morning.. Perfect!
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