Had my CT scan today - weird sensation. Being injected with this dye..could feel it surging through my body - warm but had no control over it. Really disconcerting senstation - of not being in control of something in my own body.. The actual x-ray side of things didnt bother me - but the dye left me feeling a bit out of it and toxic.
Anyway, feel like times has raced this week - gone so fast. I've not slept much, tossing and turning with unwanted dreams. Mainly of love that is no longer here physically - each day, I cut the chords, chop the ties and each night, they get re-attached in dream world. A sister thought that maybe I am working with that person on some other level..maybe?
So, off down to wonderful Devon again this weekend, to visit friends for some loving and a forage walk to discover (hopefully) some new plants and mushrooms! Back soon.
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