Another crappy nights sleep - its been ages since I had a good nights sleep.. last night though, I had a temperature,headachy and thoughts of exes! bah!
Taking some herbs prescribed to me by a herbalist...and then starting a weeks course of Steroids..couldnt stand the sstruggle to breathe and cope with no sleep any more. feel a little disappointed in myself as I feel I ought to just go with the herbs and get through it..but... the steroids are only for a week!
Met with the ex last night to give him Milo to look after for the weekend whilst I am away...bittersweet meeting. Still as gorgeous to me as ever, I still love him! Bloomin annoying - it would have been perfect to have not felt anything when I was with him..so hard! Hes shifting loads, moving, going through lots of past death stuff..he needs to the journey on his own I see that..
So up early..going to pack my stuff, get ready for the drive down to Devon... a weekend of loving, friends and foraging! I'm going on a foraging course during my stay - cant wait!
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