Thursday 18 August 2011

Reluctant blog!

Been ages again since my last blog...  been resting up recovering from a summer cold which has floored me for weeks now.  Mainly staying in Wiltshire with occasional visits back home to Worcestershire...just about keeping it together but if I am honest, feel that I have lived for so long 'below par', that this recent dip has shown me how much I have been just about getting through each day for maybe years. 

Having no energy to even think or do one thing at a time, feeling so low, its enough to get up and get dressed.  It seems I can have a great day, doing lots of things and getting 'out there' and then the next I have to rest up again, sit back and recover. Have no energy to organise anything, work, start new projects etc - just so tired.

In amongst all this is the support of friends, loved ones and a couple of healing sessions with Kiara.  I am truly blessed and would now like get myself to 100% - I've had enough of not being my fullest potential.  Would love to have so much energy, I can jump out of bed, feel rested and take Milo out for a run - proper run!  Bring it on...

:)