Hello!
Well I lay down with my laptop about to final edit my book...but was
drawn to write a blog post instead. I have neglected my blog for a few
months..there has been so much transforming and happening that I
couldn't keep up with what was occurring to write about it.
Now though, I am house bounded again, this time with a broken foot..yes the health and bodily stuff continues for me! I was just about recovering from a DVt, beginning to get fit again and I tripped over some broken concrete...been hobbling around for two weeks before I got x rayed and discovery of broken bone! I laughed! Seriously!?!
For those that follow my Facebook page, you will know that I have had random visits from pigeons wrecking my lounge, a lightening strike in my cottage that knocked out my router, a continuous bleed from my womb which resembled a horror movie massacre at times..also beautiful gatherings of friends for well dressings, birthdays and profound sharing retreats at my place. Another piece of past, part of history being let go of...the off grid chalet where I had many wonderful memories as well as grief for our lost babies..may the energy of the chalet garden continue to touch and give peace to those who visit. (Picture of Chalet Garden with gift of flowers layed when I left for the last time)
This has been a time of acceptance that I have no control over anything.. that I have to be who I AM.. and not be concerned with what others think about me. This has been challenging when it comes to potential intimate relationships, friendships, family and people that enter 'my' life. I hardly sleep yet I am fully awake! It truly is time to put my head up, stand tall (albeit with crutches!) and follow up my knowing.
Everytime I have tried to edit the book or write something, the power has gone, my laptop has died and instead I have been laying in my garden looking at the birds and the clouds. I have been reading an amazing book called "how to be sick".. Written by someone with auto immune disease.. She shares much of the same philosophies as I do..truly inspiring and worth a read.
I also discovered an American tv series called 'under the dome' , based on a Stephen king novel (please no one tell me what happens!). It's got me hooked as it intrigues me with the sci fi aspects and effects and towards the end of series one, there is the birth of a single Monarchy Butterfly.. It flutters around the key characters in the story. So beautiful and a powerful. It's a message of transformation for those living under the dome.
Reminded me of the butterflies I greeted in Tuscany last year, sleeping in Room 11, The Butterfly room, of the butterfly that flew around my legs as I was speaking in a heart share group and then flew from under my skirt.... This summer, I have planted a pot of nasternums next to my Buddha..especially for the butterflies to lay their eggs...giving the caterpillars nourishment when they hatch. This afternoon I noticed that the front of the book 'how to be sick' also has a butterfly on it.
It is time to care for my cocoon once more...refresh, renew, nourish and transform...
Now though, I am house bounded again, this time with a broken foot..yes the health and bodily stuff continues for me! I was just about recovering from a DVt, beginning to get fit again and I tripped over some broken concrete...been hobbling around for two weeks before I got x rayed and discovery of broken bone! I laughed! Seriously!?!
For those that follow my Facebook page, you will know that I have had random visits from pigeons wrecking my lounge, a lightening strike in my cottage that knocked out my router, a continuous bleed from my womb which resembled a horror movie massacre at times..also beautiful gatherings of friends for well dressings, birthdays and profound sharing retreats at my place. Another piece of past, part of history being let go of...the off grid chalet where I had many wonderful memories as well as grief for our lost babies..may the energy of the chalet garden continue to touch and give peace to those who visit. (Picture of Chalet Garden with gift of flowers layed when I left for the last time)
This has been a time of acceptance that I have no control over anything.. that I have to be who I AM.. and not be concerned with what others think about me. This has been challenging when it comes to potential intimate relationships, friendships, family and people that enter 'my' life. I hardly sleep yet I am fully awake! It truly is time to put my head up, stand tall (albeit with crutches!) and follow up my knowing.
Everytime I have tried to edit the book or write something, the power has gone, my laptop has died and instead I have been laying in my garden looking at the birds and the clouds. I have been reading an amazing book called "how to be sick".. Written by someone with auto immune disease.. She shares much of the same philosophies as I do..truly inspiring and worth a read.
I also discovered an American tv series called 'under the dome' , based on a Stephen king novel (please no one tell me what happens!). It's got me hooked as it intrigues me with the sci fi aspects and effects and towards the end of series one, there is the birth of a single Monarchy Butterfly.. It flutters around the key characters in the story. So beautiful and a powerful. It's a message of transformation for those living under the dome.
Reminded me of the butterflies I greeted in Tuscany last year, sleeping in Room 11, The Butterfly room, of the butterfly that flew around my legs as I was speaking in a heart share group and then flew from under my skirt.... This summer, I have planted a pot of nasternums next to my Buddha..especially for the butterflies to lay their eggs...giving the caterpillars nourishment when they hatch. This afternoon I noticed that the front of the book 'how to be sick' also has a butterfly on it.
It is time to care for my cocoon once more...refresh, renew, nourish and transform...
I
will be returning to Tuscany in a couple of weeks.
Namaste
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Namaste
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