I have just returned from another retreat with Bernie...yet again I am
amazed at the depths I am touching..it truly is endless. Even as I re
listened to the audio yesterday, there was an even deeper knowing, from
another point, another level of being...it's like I am a giant
kaleidoscope - I am! This is so hard to put into words!
I cried with the enormity of this multi dimensional
reality, the vastness and the responsibility of knowing that....and
then I can hear a call for 'more..ready for the next'..which makes me
laugh at the same time as the crying!
Seeing the potential for the evolution of humanity..It is a choice less choice now...I give over everything! Thy will be done!
In
amongst all this, this body mind is doing it's thing...hospital next
week as there is some concern about my trachea again...I will go, take
the tests, listen to the consultants views. And yet I feel wonder
filled! I have not 'felt' this well for a long time regardless of what
may appear on scans of this body!
I get on with life..and allow it to move me...
Amongst
the many many things I heard at the weekend with Bernie, one discussion that
humbled me which seems fitting for this blog entry is transcribed
below:
"He is shattered..I am shattered...what a wonderful
state...there is pain in my body..I am wonderfully shattered. I get on a
plane and the shattering says "I can't do this" ... I say "p off
shattering, I am going". I will attend to it when I have time to.
Get
in your new body...do you really think you need to look after your
body..? Yes I do when I do...but the real looking after your body is
being true. Whilst you are being true, the very genetics of humanity
are being changed by a higher power.
Any realiser has something
happening in their body. There have been some great realisers that
have died of all manner of cancers and things. Things move in the body
when you begin to become who you really are...there is transformation on
every level. So look after your body but live fully!"
A life
threatening blood clot woke this one up..suddenly! Such transformation
took place at that time, it changed my life utterly and completely. It led me to
search for more and I then met Bernie. At my first retreat with
Bernie, I entered the cosmos, the deathband and realised immortality.
Shortly after that, a few months of living with him, I was diagnosed
with severe anaemia..the doctors were puzzled because they couldn't find
a cause for it, nor could they understand how I was even walking as the blood
count was so low. Bernie told me they would never find the cause - as my
DNA had changed. This I now know.. On so many levels.
Illness and
unusual diagnoses have been a major part of my journey...they have led
me to so many paths, situations and people that I wouldn't have
encountered otherwise. Such transformation is a gift. I am grateful for all of it!
So! If
Bernie can get on an airplane exhausted with his body calling for
rest..then I can also...it is what I am being called to do!
Namaste
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ps. Bernie is now in South Africa with a team of teachers of The Form that have been sharing CosmoForm around the townships. I have been so in awe by how they are touching many in this way...truly humbling. Please check out what are they doing here:
http://www.cosmoforminitiative.org/
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